Life, Whatever
No Comments Maybe there's something wrong afterall
Though I am just so clueless of what it is and why and when and how. But I do feel it.
It’s been like so fast even for my feelings to catch up and react with what has been happening.
Though nothing literally seems to be happening.. or I am just too dumb to notice.. or.. which I fear most, it’s just my emotion messing up playing around with me again. Even though it’s not PMS time. You’ll never know.
I am so really blank and I don’t know what to do and feel now.
I felt too sad, I felt too happy, and now it’s like so wrong to feel any of both. I feel so guilty to be either sad or happy now.
Maybe it’s safe if I choose not to feel anything at all.
At least I won’t make people feel uneasy. Yeah.
Hmm..
I don’t know.
Maybe nothing really belongs to me afterall.

