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Dec 12, 2009 - Life, Whatever    No Comments  

Maybe there's something wrong afterall

Though I am just so clueless of what it is and why and when and how. But I do feel it.

It’s been like so fast even for my feelings to catch up and react with what has been happening.

Though nothing literally seems to be happening.. or I am just too dumb to notice.. or.. which I fear most, it’s just my emotion messing up playing around with me again. Even though it’s not PMS time. You’ll never know.

I am so really blank and I don’t know what to do and feel now.

I felt too sad, I felt too happy, and now it’s like so wrong to feel any of both. I feel so guilty to be either sad or happy now.

Maybe it’s safe if I choose not to feel anything at all.

At least I won’t make people feel uneasy. Yeah.

Hmm..

I don’t know.

Maybe nothing really belongs to me afterall.

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